work in progress

did I share too much?
have I gone too far?

I want to make you smile
so much, to the point
I will make myself your clown

did I speak too soon?
do I try too hard?

I seek your approval
and to get it,
I become someone else

will you break my heart?
will you leave a scar?

You say be honest, be real
I share my secrets, expose myself
you turn away in disgust

do you see me?
can you hear me?