Tuesday, August 09, 2005

playing the whore

i played the whore
once more
and once more
I'm left feeling
used and empty

everytime, I swear,
this time is the last
time
I won't let you treat
me like that again

why do you do this
to me?
I know why I let you -- I'm weak
but why do you keep
doing this?
what do you get from it?

Was it just to see if
I would still play?
Do you get off on knowing
that you have me wrapped
around your finger?

Right now, I don't know
who I despise more...
you, for treating me like dirt
or me, for allowing it

3 Comments:

Blogger BlindSlim~CSTL said...

F- I'm so sorry that this keeps happening to you. You are a great person and I hope you dont let this ass make you feel any less.

You should put your poems into a book, they are great, even if tragic sometimes.

{{ hugs }} Sorry it took me so long to get back around here.

Sun Aug 14, 10:28:00 AM PDT  
Blogger Freda said...

it happens because I keep letting it. At least each time, there is less pain, and more anger, which will eventually allow me to be strong enough to not let it happen anymore.

Wed Aug 17, 09:45:00 PM PDT  
Blogger Bravie said...

*smooch*
I echo Steve, you should put these into a book.

Sun Aug 21, 10:16:00 AM PDT  

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